My Hair After Chemo

Well, I am pretty depressed tonight about my hair. I realized it's been a year just about since my last chemo. As of October 23rd! That's a big deal and I am very happy. The problem is during chemo I did lose a lot of hair. My hair was so so thin. During ABVD treatments you really are expected to lose it all. I have a feeling my pregnancy hormones may have helped me hold onto some of it. I would wash my hair and it fell out in clumps. I still held onto a percentage. I never cut it, I kept it in a ponytail the whole time. Right before the end of chemo I got excited. I missed my thick full hair and decided to cut it off so that it could grow back healthy and thick. Well, it seems thinner, more fried then ever and just blah. I switched to a good shampoo. I am using Bedhead Dumb Blonde. Yes. It's really called that and no I am not a dumb blonde. It has done well in making my hair shine. In the curly hair pic I think it's pretty shiny! The problem is I have lots of hair falling out still. It's not like before, but it's just breaking off. It's not falling out at the roots it's breaking. It's so fragile that if the baby pulls on it it seems to just snap in half. I am at a loss as to what to do. Before everyone starts thinking, stop coloring it I must say I have colored my hair my entire life and it was always healthy. I don't do it very often. I space it out. I do not wash my hair every day but I do use a flat iron otherwise I'd be a huge frizzy puff ball. I am choking up over this because I want my hair back!! If anyone has a good product to recommend, please, let me know!! I am including some before photos. My hair was so thick and full...and longer. *sigh*

Before:
edited to use link because it was huge!

My hair before chemo

and not a drop of makeup in this one =/



After: